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desire is full of endless distances by lipsticktraces
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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23 years ago, during a long hot summer in Italy, Shane Hollander fell in love for the first and only time in his life. Now, he and his family are heading back to their Italian summer home for one last gathering. Recently retired from the NHL, learning to live with the teenaged son he found out about six months ago, and carting around his father's ashes because his mother has nightmares about losing them in baggage check, Shane is struggling to find his footing in a post-hockey life he never imagined. And he's definitely not interested in romance or a relationship.
Which is too bad, because Ilya Rozanov has a plane ticket to Italy, his therapist's approval, and one mission: finally tell Shane Hollander how he feels about him.
A story of first loves and second chances, heartbreak and healing, and getting your groove back.
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Part 2 of a series—read part 1 first!
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04 Jul 2026
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Mr. Answer Man by BigPlushShark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Jun 2026
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In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.
I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)
Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)
Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)
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- Language:
- English
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- 162,602
- Chapters:
- 33/33
- Collections:
- 8
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- 9,032
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04 Jul 2026
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State Lines by Mclrnshtposting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’
‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’
‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.
‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’
Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy, older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.
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- Part 1 of North of Nowhere
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- English
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- 84,013
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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- 1,569
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- 3,037
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- 1,383
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- 107,046
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03 Jul 2026
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6 Degrees of Separation by LunaAtTheZoo
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jul 2026
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Someone somewhere said any two people on earth can be linked with only 6 degrees of separation. Shane played this game in his head sometimes. He would make up maps of these links, just for the exercise of it. What he didn't do was map his connection to Ilya Rozanov, who had yet to walk into his life and crash down all 6 degrees of separation in one reckless fell swoop. Shane didn't know it, but he was already 6 degrees away from Ilya Rozanov. Because Shane was driving to Montreal, and Montreal was where a modeling agency he didn't know the name of was based. And that modeling agency recently put an ad out for a new campaign. That ad was seen by a girl named Svetlana who had curly hair and a quick, smart tongue. And that girl had called her best friend, Ilya Rozanov, and said, “There's work for you in Montreal, if you're good enough.” And Ilya Rozanov had been good enough, and was finally, finally getting out of Moscow after 19 miserable years. And those 6 degrees of separation would soon be just 1, because Ilya Rozanov & Shane Hollander would be existing in the same city without either knowing the other one existed.
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- English
- Words:
- 129,185
- Chapters:
- 27/?
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- 1,449
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02 Jul 2026
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Map Contact by Regolith (metonym)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.
Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.
They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.
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- English
- Words:
- 42,360
- Chapters:
- 10/?
- Comments:
- 3,227
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- 3,022
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- 1,025
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- 63,698
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01 Jul 2026
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dust of summer, dust we eat by lipsticktraces
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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The summer of 1999 is an important one for Shane Hollander. It’s the summer before his senior year in college and before he goes into the NHL draft. It’s the last long summer vacation he’s going to get to enjoy at his family’s vacation home in Italy before he goes pro. It’s the summer he’s finally going to figure out enjoying sex with girls.
And it’s the summer he falls in love for the first time.
Unfortunately for Shane, the person he falls in love with is a) a man, b) annoyingly mysterious and c) going back to Russia in the fall, where Shane might never see him again.
A story of first loves, first heartbreaks, and what happens when your sexy summer fling might just be the love of your life.
(or, how Shane Hollander learned to stop worrying and love (Ilya Rozanov's) dick one summer in Italy)
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A Call Me by Your Name remix, in the key of Hollanov. Featuring: a smaller age gap (than in CMBYN)! The erotics of water drinking and fruit eating! Tiny bathing suits and billowy shirts! Yuna and David are around too! You do not need to have seen/read CMBYN to read this!
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30 Jun 2026
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another day, another struggle by blushgush
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander’s hopes for the NHL were ripped from him by an ACL tear and replaced with doctor prescribed opioids at age 18. Four years later, hockey is a distant memory and his days consist of strange men and chasing a feeling drugs can never seem to provide anymore.
Ilya Rozanov’s family returned home to Russia when his father’s mental state deteriorated and the government wasted no time snatching back his work visa. Ilya stayed behind in that godforsaken city to do the only thing he had ever been able to support his family doing: sell dope.
Ilya sees a lot of sad people. Shane sees a lot of horny men. Neither of them are prepared for what they see in each other, and what it means for the boxes they’ve allowed themselves to be put into.
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- English
- Words:
- 115,615
- Chapters:
- 26/26
- Comments:
- 2,623
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- 2,097
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- 66,192
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25 Jun 2026
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Aperture lets the light in by Conscious_ramblings
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Jun 2026
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Shane and Ilya know each other vaguely from the kink scene, seeing each other at munches, play parties, in clubs. they have friends in common. Ilya is a well known Dom and Kink Photographer, and Shane is the prettiest sub that Ilya has ever seen.
Ilya is obsessed with Shane, the only problem is Shane hates Ilya. Ilya is too loud, too handsome, has too many different subs on his arm every week. And Shane isn't shy to let his best friends Rose and Hayden know just how annoying Ilya is.
In an effort to shut them both up Rose conspires with Svetlana to have Shane model for a photoshoot involving cane marks, and if she doesn't tell Shane that Ilya is the photographer then that must have just slipped her mind.
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Or the one where Ilya marks Shane with a cane and falls in love through a camera, while Shane falls in love in front of its lens.
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23 Jun 2026
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After the tuna meltdown, they never really get the chance to get back together, only watching each other’s lives from a distance, occasionally reaching out through texts, pretending it’s enough.
Until one day, Shane receives a package at his doorstep.
It’s a book. It’s Ilya Rozanov’s memoir.Bookmarked by Firsteverfandom
22 Jun 2026
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Somebody To Love by shadow_lilies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.
Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 75,680
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
- 2,090
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- 2,628
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- 1,382
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- 82,522
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04 Jun 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 51,556
- Chapters:
- 18/?
- Comments:
- 2,977
- Kudos:
- 20,513
- Bookmarks:
- 6,257
- Hits:
- 485,048
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03 Jun 2026
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shot at the night by idkimtired
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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@ russianbear clove
roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass
@ icemenace Ro - he's so real
@ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this
@ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god
@ russianbear clove - ummmm i don't think so
@ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of
@ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one
or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 41,433
- Chapters:
- 12/23
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 3,377
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- 13,693
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- 3,948
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- 266,874
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27 May 2026
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influential men by lyric_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander, captain of the Boston Raiders, is the the undisputed best hockey player of his generation. But he’s lonely. His relationships with women have never worked out, and he’s afraid he knows why.
Ilya Rozanov is a charismatic, openly bisexual personal trainer and influencer. His content is half thirst traps, half brutal and perceptive hockey critique.
It’s no surprise, really, that Shane falls for him so hard and so fast.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 80,767
- Chapters:
- 42/44
- Comments:
- 3,001
- Kudos:
- 5,437
- Bookmarks:
- 2,082
- Hits:
- 203,730
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16 May 2026
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The Ice Between Us by Pinklens
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jun 2026
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As his breathing turned rapid and labored, he felt the unmistakable presence of a foreign force pulling him through a closed door. He heard a lock. Before his mind could process the occurrence, he was suddenly enveloped - caught in the unyielding grip of two powerful arms - unforgivingly tight. He couldn’t see who, he could barely process where and why, but he felt himself shaking and his eyes burning and leaking raindrops on the shoulder of the force who squeezed tighter. Minutes passed, who knows how many, in complete silence other than the gasps coming from Shane as he sobbed. When he felt his heart reach a relatively normal pace, and the drumming in his ears quieted, he felt himself melt for a moment in the arms he still hadn’t recognized until he heard the voice. “Hollander, you are having panic attack.” Shane froze.
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are true rivals.
5 years into their MLH careers, Shane Hollander is outed and the only one there to save him is the man he hates the most.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 82,887
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Comments:
- 449
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- 1,633
- Bookmarks:
- 949
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- 60,639
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13 May 2026
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hiding the fire that we started by goldxblooded
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander, hockey enthusiast and licensed massage therapist, is an expert in helping athletes keep their bodies in tip-top shape. Working with the Boston Raiders should've been his career milestone.
One Ilya Rozanov makes things much, much more complicated. Relentless on the ice and unreadable everywhere else, Ilya unsettles Shane in ways that have nothing to do with hockey and everything to do with proximity, restraint, and the dangerous pull of something unspoken.
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Shane is a sports therapist that starts working with the Boston Raiders.
Strong hands shifted to the back of Shane’s head, to the nape of his neck. That’s when time began to blur, seconds melting together until they barely existed at all. That’s when Rozanov leaned in – and when Shane followed. Like the strike of flint against wood. They existed in that moment, and in the wildfire that followed.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,541
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Comments:
- 874
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- 3,079
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- 1,376
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- 113,098
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10 May 2026
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After the All-Star game in Tampa, Ilya flies home to deal with his father’s death; Alexei is arrested, and Ilya assumes custody of his niece. After months away from the NHL, Ilya returns to Boston with a child, and Shane hears rumors of Ilya with Svetlana and a 3-year-old with curly hair.
Or: Ilya doesn’t communicate, Shane makes assumptions, and they’re both idiots. Featuring brattiness, pining, and second chances.
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06 May 2026
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Oxytocin by zankiefanatic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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Alternate Universe where Shane's storyline is the same but Ilya never played hockey and is instead an OnlyFans content creator. Basically, a way to explore what would've happened to Shane had he never received the emotional and physical (and maybe a little toxic) safety net that Ilya offered him.
AKA I wanna explore Sad!Shane cause I don't feel like we talk about it enough! But also smut. And more importantly, smut that drives plot. Let's strap in, ladies(and gays and theys).
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 247,361
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Comments:
- 1,142
- Kudos:
- 2,877
- Bookmarks:
- 1,385
- Hits:
- 137,622
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03 May 2026
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Compulsion by Wolftales
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 May 2026
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“Need a bet to get laid, Rozanov? You’re really that desperate these days?”
“Nostalgic, maybe.”
“Wow. Big word.”
“Shut up, Hollander.”
Shane shuts up.
“When I win,” Rozanov continues. “I get you for…twenty-four hours.”
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Shane and Ilya are in rival frats in their senior year and it's time for the annual Greek Olympiad. A bet is made.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 133,527
- Chapters:
- 11/13
- Comments:
- 2,332
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- 9,701
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- 4,202
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- 390,576
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30 Apr 2026
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What Happened in the Silence by misplacedmetaphor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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In the months between Sochi and Vegas 2014, Shane Hollander decides he’s done watching Ilya from a distance.
He stops waiting.
Told through alternating POV, this fic explores what happens when Shane moves on, and what it does to Ilya to realize he doesn’t get to decide where Shane stays.
It was never just sex. It was never just a game.
And when Shane finally chooses steadiness, it changes the rules.
And who is that man?OR
Shane is trying to build something honest.
Ilya is trying not to lose him.
And the silence they used to live inside is no longer an option.filled with angst. slow burn.
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- Part 1 of What Happened in the Silence
- Part 1 of In the Margins
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 222,969
- Chapters:
- 34/?
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 1,516
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- 2,445
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- 1,245
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- 146,672
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27 Apr 2026
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A regular day in the life for Squad Leader Hollander quickly turns into a mad dash across the quadrant, leaving behind the life he always thought he wanted to save the one that really matters.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 36,081
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 889
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- 1,276
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- 624
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- 26,952
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20 Apr 2026